ANTHER MONTH ANTHER LIFE...JUZ WONT STOP(SEPT-OCT)

2009-10-02T11:10:00.000-07:00

LIFE isn't alwys smooth.IF it were, we would nvr grow & develop as human being.If we succeed we are envied; if we fail we r ridiculed & attacked.Sadly, this is hw ppl are.Unexpected grief & suffering may lie ahead of u.But it is precisely thn, whn u encounter such trying times, tat u must not b defeated.NEVER GIVE UP.NEVER RETREAT.(what i have learn tis month)evn if we're asian which r in anther country i noe is kinda racist nwadays i realise tat since i've been here....whatever happend u juz got to keep on moving...if u turn bac ur consider a failer...b strong n face it evn if u fail doesn't this is the end of the world!!!to me u r very success...bcuz U DARE TO FACE THE FACT & try ur best to find the solutions!!I'm not very sure might hav sumone who r evn worst thn me...lets begin the 1st of sept!I was staying wif my sis ofcz as usual...n v move to a new house which v share wif 2 english gals n 1 indian born bristish gal(indian but born in uk)...we're the 1st roomates who move in in 1st of sept bcuz my sis contract of the previous flat end's on 1st of sept so v don't rely hav much time to find the places to stay..so tis is the last flat v kinda agree cuz is 3-5min walk to my sis university consider very near~on 28 of august tat previous person who stays in our new house is a SHE.whn v told her tat v agree to stay she n her mom so kind asking us rather do we need a ride straight away to the agency starts wif AXXXXXXX LXXX to sign the contract..tat gal n her mom keep on telling us hw great it was to stay here tis good tat good..n she told us tat v will get a own key for the electric n gas top up..me n my sis tot hw gd tat were if v din use=v dun need to pay cuz v got our own keys everythings seems fine till whn v rech the agency afta paying the damage deposit plus agency fees $450 the agency manage person only told us v need a guarantor who hav house in uk which can guarantee my sis or else v need to pay 6MONTHS BILLS IN ADVANGE..my sis n i were shock since v've pay the $450 thre's no turning bac n her mom was like "i dun wanna b ur guarantor,is not like i noe u" plus v rely dun hav much time so my sis paying dem 2months rent 1st WITHOUT THE CONTRACT!!The agency juz din give her any copy of the contract juz the invoice...afta like 31st august v cant evn move in cuz v din pay 6months the agency said..thn 1st of sep got no choice d my sis went to the agency n ask 4 the key n told dem v have no place to stay only the agency give us the key summore is the WRONG key!the 1st nite staying thre without knowing EVERYTHINGS v din know v need to top up the keys straightly 4 electric n gas if v din top up=v cant bath no light no nth at all....it was a tuff nite is raining n i was the only 1 who was helping my sis to move all the stuff upstairs n sudden unpacking tat time no electric is bout 11sumthing nite in uk all the shops close at 5pm or 6pm sharp!so v call a cab n ask rather is thre anywhre v cud do the top up thing...da drive drove us to a petrol stations n luckily v get to manage the top up thinggy!hw scarry it was like whn u took ur bath till half sudden no water no lights n so damn cold!v settle down like a few days tat previous gal who live in our room alyws text my sis ask whn does she paid the other 4months bill bcuz act she's pushing us to paid is bcuz her mom is the room guarantor if v don pay all the rent straightly she wont get bac her damage deposit$300!HAHA NO WONDER!v started to stable down the next week till the 2 english gals sudden 1 bring fren to ovrnite the other bring her bf n dey're all USING THE BILLS WHICH MY SIS R PAYING is kinda weird tat dey told my sis "oh im not moving in yet till end of sept" i was kinda curious y dey both say such words...is like dey get to get the keys earlier thn us to move their stuff without paying wat 6 months rent in advange cuz dey got guarantor bt i wonder is tat right to treat the internationals???n dey r staying like 1-2 nite den gone d...like hotel!BUT WITHOUT PAYING ANYTHINGS!dey swicth on all the lights tv using everythings tat cost fr my sis....finally i told my sis tat she sud get bac sum of it atleast evn 45pends(convert to malaysia x6)is still moneys...bt d count dem less d...1 of the gal name hazel juz said yes i wud pay u soon bt act at the bac she was trying to do the gossip thing to anther gal anna!hazel were kinda jealus cuz my sis dun wana share the tv lesen which my sis dun evn hav time to watch..dey told my sis dey need my sis name to sign 4 tat n my sis need to pay$35(act not tat much)dey order a expensive package act...(i wonder these kinda gals studies LAW if dey gradurated hw many ppl wud die in case which dey handle....sooo funnay bcuz dey r totaly not into study bt watching TV more thn study)thn 1 day hazel cum bac home AGAIN wif her bf n she told my sis thre's no gas whn she wanna cook(ofcz no gas she din evn top up)thn i was gonna make soup b4 i went 4 my dances classes,my sis told her "im gonna top up$5on electric $5 on gas)n she said"aite...im gonna pay u bac soon"(the same words again) seems nth goes wrong wif the phrase she ans my sis bt who noe's whn i turn off the gas b4 i went out hey eyes staring at me...n the BITCHES thinggy get started.She ask my sis wif a friendly look hw long m i going to stay here my sis told her juz few more months im going bac thn not more thn a nite hazel phone the landlord which she were unhappy cuz im staying thre & i was like (WAT THE FUCK??I DIN EVN NOE TIS GAL HAZEL NOT EVN SAW HER FACE PROPERTY LIKE EVN MORE HTN 10MIN)juz her 1 word UNHAPPY the landlord phone my sis n say wat tis is not right lah tis n tat n wat the gals unhappy ur sis hav to leave(act wat he wants was more moneys ofcz)n the gal anna text my sis tat "I WONT PAY U THE 45PENDS UNLESS U PAY HAZEL THE TV LESEN" totaly like a blackmail!!!is funnay as a sis n as a visitor shud i b staying in the hotel like half a year???!!is tis the way tat dey r treating visitors??!afta a few days in the morning the agency shout n the landlord came dey both use the keys to unlock our room which me n my sis r inside(DEY DUN HAV THE RIGHT TO DO SO)n the woman boss agency SPEAK LOUDLY & PROUDLY tat " ur sis hav leave straight away nw...bcuz of her,ur not frens wif the housemates n if u dun wanna share the tv bills u hav to move as well...u shud frens wif ur housemates not ur sis....ur taking advantage here" the landlord juz stand bhind the agency din evn speak a word(such a coward) tis is the 2nd time i almost got homeless since i've been here....me n my sis rely dunno wat 2 do whn it came to the last moment v call our frens to look for us & rely lucky v found a place to stay in 28of sept!bt ofcz whn v move in still needed to pay the rent for 1st n 2nd months so v rely needed all our moneys bac on 27 sept fr the agency,v phone her said tat we wanna move since everythings came to tis point n she was like leaving voicemail for my sis n said"i noe is not ur fault...i noe the gals r not rite" tis n tat trying to get us bac cuz V PAY 6MONTHS RENTs almost $2000++ she was like i cum to meet u gals in ur flat in the evening....thn she cum phone the previous gal who live in our room n throw these SHITS to us n said these stuff like shud not rent 4 the asian tis n tat bla bla bla....thn came bac to us n said i'll try to manage bt as an excuse she did nth at all evn runaway for the meeting my sis n her hav made on the phone in 29 of sept..whn v rech the agency office she were totaly nt thre n her assistant who is kind to help us like calling the boss woman n she said all these rubbish again at the end juz said the moneys not wif dem is wif the landlord so she cant do anythings till v or dem find sum1 to replace our room!!but act everythings were so wrong...evn the rules tis agency hav set up is totaly treated us unequally...if us ASIAN cum to studies wat 4 running away since hav pay the rent by monthly?!juz bcuz v're asian doesn't mean v're not human being as dey are!!!now the place im staying yea is kinda oldies traditional a japanese lady which married a english husband bt her kids n husband wont b here mostly...is kinda huge the whole house funitures r old compare to the previous house bt is fine n ways better thn staying wif these asshole proud sluts!!me n my sis live at the top 4th floor..moving the stuff alyws makes me exhausted cuz my sis r sick is kinda like im RUNNING STAIRS WIF THE STUFF ALONE n is the 2nd time moving summore O_O nw v're ready to fight bac for the rest of the rents fr the agency n get a stable life atleast!it was rely very scarry whn u dun hav a place to stay worried all the times n dun feel safe!!I REALISE LIFE WAS NOT JZ BOUT HAVING FUN CLUBBING ALYWS AS I SAW THESE ON EVRY1 HERE NWADAYS..STILL GOT LOTS I DUN RELY NOE WHICH I RELY GOT TO NOE!i rely gain alot fr these times of experiences evn if it is very sad which i din noe thre's such ppl~v shud stand up by not holding bac whn things turn to tis point...UNITED SHUD B!!ASIAN OR WATEVER SKIN TYPE V'RE STIL THE SAME AS HUMAN BEING!!STOP BEING RACIST WOULD MAKES THE WOLRD PEACE!!

life in uk~

2009-08-30T15:23:00.000-07:00

aite my 1st post....im not telling like the whole world tis is juz mayb frens which noe me wud c these i guess~it's almost 1months++ being here...hav been lots of tuff times..proud "white" ppl which look down on asian the 1st studio which is dance centre i've been to last few weeks ago is kinda exp plus the instructor nt tat pro bt wat more can i do rather thn training i juz need a plce to train..thn stay at home doing nth..is harder thn i evr tot...1hour of class she put my aside bcuz the mirror was in the center i barely evn see my thumb..thn let anther per which r not asian hav my spot..i got no choice in july cuz is summer holidays the famous dance city hav been shutting down till sept....& i dun hav much time till sept cuz i hav a coming perfomance...afta tat week i stop going to dance center bcuz it rely coast me alot it's very far as well...thn i start my plan B take my sis gym card(which i act need to apply anther new member bt bcuz of finacial pro she ask me to take her's) n train myself...atleast i got to c my self in tons of mirror lolx who noe's whn i train myself the 1st time in tat gym fitness,thre were sum of the bboys training in the studio as well...dey r very kind n friendly asking me to join dem n tech me sum stuff ofcz(im gladfull)bcz i realise whn i was in ip atleast i got a place to dance n i got tons of frens who luv danced n dance wif...meet lots of drunk ass jerks..freak out sumtimes which i wont expect..abit of probs wif sis(settle d i guess)as usual which siblings does not hav probs sumtimes!family finacial plus nw homeless(almost)...flatmate din pay the line bills as i cant evn dl the songs i need which on 13 of sept n nw is d 31st of aug...mayb thre's no prob for a pro dancer bt i dun tink myself consider 1 yet!!!to me nwadays im juz a fcking beginner!!!ok bac to the line lolx i take my lap top bag pack n wear a jacket is darn cold out here n walk out myself to the city center cuz tats the only 24hours shop opn in the time past 5pm everythings shutting down afta 5 or 6pm except mcd bt nw is like 11pm sumthings lolx which i can go to on9 for dloading everythings i need asap who noes....line lag...i might consider abit lucky at tis moment bcuz mr.ad was still awake n i got the song fr him!!im not complaning bout everythings ovrhere(im rely not)im juz letting every1 of u who dance tat ur lucky which u got a place/studio to dance n frens to dance wif!!every1 tink they having bad times honestly.....WAIT TILL U C MINE!!!bt still im gonna move on~=)

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ANTHER MONTH ANTHER LIFE...JUZ WONT STOP(SEPT-OCT)

life in uk~